The day started really badly and that explains all the "ARGH"s. And something in school just had to make my day worse because...

I lost my thumbdrive! (again! and this time round, it's really goodbye) and I am really sad because I spent my whole morning to finish up my Individual Journals (IJ) and by saying I finished them, it's been vet through and edited. And poof! No more :(!

I became half dead shortly after. But I was kinda consoled when my Consumer Behaviour (CB) tutor sympathized with my situation and told me it's alright if I need more time. That's really understanding, praise God? :)

This thought came to my mind: God, how can I be thankful when I am in this situation? I really do not know how to give thanks. Everything seems crashing down on me. But God is gracious, read on.

Went for LM with a heavy heart because I had no time to prepare for discipleship! Complained to Michelle and she got so worried for me cause I look like I'm gonna break down anytime soon. But everything started to get better after LM ice breakers because I won the game! Haha! :p

Then we broke up into DGs where I shared with my girls and thank God for Howeluen and Dyna, they really encouraged me a lot. I like Howeluen's frankness :) I told her about the problem this morning and she told me that I have to forgive. And as I lead the DG, I felt so uneasy because I am not doing what I preach and at the end of the session, I promised my girls, I will forgive, by God's strength. Hard but I will try :) DG was good, God led me through.

So that's a thanksgiving. Ultimately, it's not that bad afterall right?

C'mon! I can produce even better IJs the second time I write it. Amen.