Overwhelmed by many emotions right now.

This mission trip has been one which I experienced a lot and I thank the Lord for that. In the midst of that, I experienced:

JOY :)

Encouragements
Joy of tears
Discouragements >:(
Sadness :(

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Some random questions that was on my mind,

"Lord, are you still in control? I feel like giving up. Everything's negative."

"Lord, have you forsaken your little girls?"

"Lord, is the effort that I put in not enough?"

Tears just welled up and I can't help but cry because I'm really sad :'(

I thank the Lord for sisters like Shumin and Sarah to hear me out regarding the discouragement I felt. Thank you for the tissues and words of comfort. & also Sihui and Yang for their encouraging sms-es that affirmed me and comforted me as well :)

My dearest friend, Jiajia! I thank the Lord for her, always being so so nice to me :) I'm indeed greatly blessed by this dear friend. Knowing that I wasn't feeling really well on Saturday morning, she brought panadols for me :) Tell me, where to get such a gem?

It was rather emotional as we said our goodbyes. But one thing I am sure of,
the Lord will continue to work in the land of Senggarang :)

p/s: Shall update more in details when I get the photos.

Pray for my Biz Stats assessment tmr alright, gonna revise now.